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I need something to paralyze my thinking
So my mind can be blank and not wander
I need some time for sleep and rest
So I can dream again and ponder
How did it get to this
Where did I go wrong now
Maybe my dream will have answers
Maybe it will tell me how
My thoughts are like a piercing knife
They've torn my heart with no relent
They have tortured my very existence
For which they did never repent
Take me far away from them
Somewhere with flowers and clouds and rain
Take me away to erase my thoughts
Help me take away my pain

March 2010